12/15/2010

溢れ出すこの気持ちをどうすればいいのだろう。
この寂しさと切なさと暖かさと、行き場のないこの感情の固まりを。
出会えてよかったと思うよ、心の底から。

ふと涙ぐませるその言葉はちゃんと届いていますよ、って
今はただ「ありがとう」の一言を。


幸せになりますように
そしていつまでもずっとずっと、輝いていられますように

終わりではない新たな始まりだって言ってくれたから
この思い出でいつまでも繋がっていられますように、
またどこかで巡り合えますように、
そしてその時はまた、皆で笑っていられますように


まだ経っていないキャンドルに
ただその願いをひとつ。

12/14 Random thoughts.

I WAS going to run this blog in English but just for today-I'm going to write in Japanese! :)
Good practice for next semester too when I'll be taking classes with my peers studying Japanese I guess :D


。。。ということで。
ツイッターにも書いたことだけど、
最近、「奏でる」という単語がとても気に入ってる。

というのは、「時を奏でてる」や「喜びを奏でてる」などなど、
そういう表現がすごく美しいと思われて、
韓国語にも、例えば「（鈴などが）幸せを歌うように」とか、
似てる表現はあるけれど「奏でる」とはまた微妙に違う感じ。


「歌う」という言葉を使っちゃうと主体的に表現してるような感じだけど、
「奏でる」はもっと、わざとではなく、
自然的に表現されている感じ、って言ったら分かるかな？（笑）
風とか、感情とか、空の色とか、いろんなものが混ぜて
「今」というひとつのメロディーになるという発想が
私にとってはとても新鮮で、綺麗で、ちょっとした切なささえ感じてしまう。


という、どうでもいい話。
さっさと勉強しよー

11/8/2010

It's pretty rare for me to say something like this, mostly because I try to make my religious views a part of the "private sphere" as the French would say partially so that I wouldn't make the mistake of accidentally and unfairly discriminating against someone, but...

God does always look after us, provides us with not only the love but also the means to achieve what needs to be done, and reassures us during our difficult times that He is always with us, by us, and has plans for us. I believe that the reason why sometimes when I look around it seems like I'm all by myself is not because I am in fact alone but because He is carrying me on His back and I cannot always see Him clearly for that reason.


So thank You.

Things I'd like to do over winter break.

- Go to Arashi concert in Fukuoka
- Learn Chinese
- Learn to play a Korean instrument
- Learn to play a guitar
- Learn the Korean tea ceremony
- Go skiing
- Go to Busan
- Go to the beach

To be Continued...

B.o.B - Airplanes (Feat. Hayley Williams of Paramore)

Really into this song these days. I especially like the chorus! :)

Shtuff.

1. From my Facebook status today:


OMG...fell a sleep while writing the paper due today at 4, woke up at 2:50. Freaked out for about a minute, then whipped out about 800-900 words in an hour, which is really impressive in my standards since typically when I'm writing essays I barely write a page an hour. I can't guarantee quality, but I'm impressed with myself that I at least finished it. -_-


2.
Games I want to play on PSP:
- Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep
- Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core
- Dissidia Final Fantasy (maybe)
- Persona 3 Portable
- Patapon 2
- DJ Max Portable (undecided on which series)
- Project Diva 2


           = I'm screwed. lol


I also kind of want to play Kingdom Hearts Re:Coded.
But PSP first! (for now)

Super Star K2

"Man in the Mirror," by John Park from Super Star K2, originally by Michael Jackson.

I was never exactly a Michael Jackson fan, but I was absolutely amazed by how John Park sang this. I love his voice, gestures, facial expressions, vocal expressions, EVERYTHING about this song. I got goosebumps because it's so well done. I just can't stop myself from listening to this over and over again.
He's just GREAT. AMAZING. I hope he gets his chance to shine because I think he deserves it.